[ he really is trying his best. it's so difficult though - it's only the kisses and murmurs that keep him focused, nosing against graves' cheek. as for the query, well: ] ... Yes. [ it's barely breathed out on a whine because he's trying to stay relaxed, but the way the older man is going slow (just for him, he thinks, and it makes him feel warm) helps. reminders to keep his breathing slow too.
his eyes flutter back open (he doesn't remember closing them this time) and he looks up at graves through his lashes before he nods, shifting his positioning just enough so that he can curl his fingers around graves' cock, touch feather-light at first before he begins to stroke him slowly. he's feeling the size of him, the weight of him, all over again, and suddenly feels mildly skeptical that he's going to be able to--he swallows, gaze flicking back up to him again. it already feels strange, though with one finger it doesn't really hurt so long as he's relaxed, but-- ] How much does it hurt?
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his eyes flutter back open (he doesn't remember closing them this time) and he looks up at graves through his lashes before he nods, shifting his positioning just enough so that he can curl his fingers around graves' cock, touch feather-light at first before he begins to stroke him slowly. he's feeling the size of him, the weight of him, all over again, and suddenly feels mildly skeptical that he's going to be able to--he swallows, gaze flicking back up to him again. it already feels strange, though with one finger it doesn't really hurt so long as he's relaxed, but-- ] How much does it hurt?